SHIT HAPPENS

I tried to get used to the new feeling that has been triggered within me.i just couldn’t stop thinking about those lips, the looks…………………….

I got to the next day, looking tense and exited. My friends tried to know what was happening with me, but I firmly told them nothing was happening. My BFF was the only one that knew something was up and she didn’t even bother to ask in the presence of the others. (That’s what good friends are for)

During the break, she gladly bought me a drink and demanded “I spit out the shit I had in my throat’’.I told her everything and even described it to her. She screamed and said EXCELLENT FOR A STARTER, but just make sure you are not pressured to do anything.

We hung out a lil bit and my phone beeped, had a text. (Thank God for glo free text) it was him. The first time he contacted me since the kissing game.

SEAL-how are you? Am sorry if I came too hard on you. I couldn’t sleep after you left, stared at the ceiling all night. Do have a nice day.

ME-yeah, you too (hiding my emotions is the rule of the game)

About two weeks later and a lil more of touching and kissing, I finally got very comfortable with seal. Could say almost anything to him. We played and said NASTY things that we never dared. Things were getting soooooo interesting.

Anyways, two months later, I agreed to hang out with him and his brothers at their house. His friend was also present. We were all having a swell time, but at some point, I noticed they were dispersing and finally left us alone at home.

I knew exactly what that meant, but played dumb. He came on me, touched me, I reciprocated and we were at it for a while, I felt his hands on my virgin boobs, and then a tongue on my nipples. My heart started to beat faster. His shirt was off; his jean was below his waist. That was the first time I saw a semi-naked boy in the mood to fuck.

When I saw he was in the mood to POP MY CHERRY, I slowed him down, and got him talking. Bluntly told him I wasn’t ready even though I could feel my panties were soaked. He tried talking me to DO but I refused. When he saw it wasn’t working he touched the brain between my legs, I almost gave up, but I stood my ground and in fact dressed properly, I got angry and tried to storm out of the house, he begged me and told me his friend said if he doesn’t sleep with me first, I would leave him and move to the next guy.

I was shocked

My mouth was agape

I was sad.

I didn’t believe this.

I was heartbroken.

I just wore my shoes and stepped out. I could barely do anything reasonable throughout the day. I called up my BFF, told her what transpired earlier. She was surprised, didn’t say much, just told me to follow my heart and make sure I did the right thing.

I didn’t know the right thing to do at first but after some time, I gave it a good thought.

If taking my virginity was his idea of securing a good place in my heart, then it wasn’t good enough.

I knew I had to leave him.

I wasn’t ready to be fucked.

I may have let him, but for that single reason, HELL NO.

The easiest way to break up with him was to leave for lekki.afterall, I wasn’t writing my exams in festac I already enrolled at a school in lekki so good for me.

P.s-rocnaija, u rock blogsville

Leggy Freda-I hope this is long enough.pls when you find that man you described in that post, introduce me to his brother.

Drop of soul-I hope you are ok today. Take care